I used a differrent livejournal now. but have to keep this one for ohnotheydidnt

hi amanda! hi rachel!

i love my boyfriend more than he knows.
i need to learn to control my anger/emotions better
i dont want to loose him cus sometimes i am a nutcase and i dont admit it
i do admit it but way after i acted like a nutcase.

hopefully ill change.

i love disney movies the really cheezy ones are the best.

anyways i really wanted to watch notting hill then i feel asleep

oh well.

look at my new icon.

im really pissed at myself right now.

i do not enjoy girls who hit on guys with girlfriends.
i like how its been days since i heard about it and i'm still irritated
i mean why would you want to be friends with them or want to hook up with them
if they dont even have enough class to not hit on a guy with girlfriend.

GR.

all I've ever learned from love
Was how to shoot somebody who outdrew you
And it's not a cry that you hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken Hallelujah

the office-dundies
that episode makes me so happy.

:)

i hate hate looking for a job
i hate it more than working.
i just want to dye my hair normal so i can just get a job in the next hour

i saved money
but noo i went to the dentist took out $300
that sucks
but i do have really good healthy teeth.

im so tired.
but im to stubborn to go back to bed.

i just think my bf is mad at me even though i have no reason to think that at all.

ha i am awsome.

i wake up exhausted
it's not morning
it's back to sleep
to re-dream me
we're alone and
we're happy
but there you are
angry with me

are you alright
i can't stand up straight
are you alright
can you get me off your mind

i hated this city
before you came here
so let go
and move on
we're strangers
we're not friends
i hate this
and i hate them

this city's exhausted
and it's wound up
soon to be a place
that's just filled up
and i find out
that you're angry
and you're sorry
you ever met me

can you get me off your mind
can you get me off your mind

 you did hesitate and you lied you thought it was funny.

anyways i got approved for the gi speacilist and money im getting blood work done so tom im must fast. and tuesday i have to fast but only for 4 hours for my stupid ultra sound(not for pregnancy just stomach pain)

i need to actaully use this.